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Wednesday, July 23, 2014

Games

for real, you may be a gamer and donʻt know it.

Iz.0000

This one appears on my main page, but not if you click music. This testing process is fun, but slow. one baby step at a time.

Simple Kind of Life from 2006

Testing out my labels to categorize my future posts.

The following is and old-school myspace blog from 8 years ago... unedited.


All I want is a simple kind of life.

I know it's important to have ambition, goals, hopes, and dreams.  I have those too, but I feel like they're different from everyone else around me.

I guess it all goes back to how our experiences define who we are.  I never had stability growing up, hell I don't even have it now.  Thats my goal:  I want to live life not having to think about how I'm going to live and survive.  To live somewhere and not wonder where I'm gonna call home in 6 months. I want a stake in middle-class american life.  I guess thats a way to put it.

Makes me feel weird because my goal is to achieve a regular life? what? but then I consider this: I've come to understand what parents must feel like when they want their kids to grow up with things and opportunities they never had. I rest easy knowing I'm well on my way to that for my family. But there is so much out there to life, why struggle so hard for something so average?

Luckily I have ambitions, dreams, and hopes that far exceed my goals.  But I'll refrain from discussing those right now.  1 because I usually don't write stuff this personal on myspace (i save it for xanga). 2 because I would like to share that kind of stuff with people that want to know in person.

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Friday, July 11, 2014

This is a test

of what it iz, debuting with text from one of my first myspace writes:


11/7/2004 9:40:00 PM


Well its a sunday night and I am tuckered out, my @$$ was owned by drumline to the max, but hey, as it says in my profile, I love it.

The good:   Friday was an intense rehearsal, the drumline had to start at 2:30 on the field to learn drill for the drum solo.  field was locked but we were so desperate to learn it we took to the basket ball courts and got it done.  It rained on us for 3 straight hours and that was friggin' hard core. saturday had the game and sunday was our drum clinic, which was good and now after a brief stint at fun factory I'm at work.  My tv came today which means i can finally return to my video games, as long as i keep it going in my classes.

The bad:   my hands are in pain from the playing ive been doing for 3 days straight.  When it rained my skin got soft which meant it cut easily when i bumped the lugs on my harness while doing sweeps, plus bone bruises from splitting sticks, and to that all the rain and sweat this week which means I have a semi-stinky room. and I cant start homework till after work, its going to be a late night.

The ugly:   I didn't go because of the clinic, but I heard the party was broken up again, kinda makes it a not-so-happenin place to be. oh well, I have other things to invest my time into.